Smile

 Each day is going great but something still missing. Having everything going perfect but still something is hurting. Achievement are being sad part. I wish I could find what is missing. What if I don't meet that missing in me. Why it is so hard to speak the missing thing yet when heart knows it what is missing.. Something is killing from inside. Yet that pain is unbearable but still it doesn't comes out in words. I wish I could get somebody who comes and say to me I know what uh going through. But some pain dies with our death.

Na jaane kitni baar maine kud ko khyalo meh maara hai Kabhi Khamosh rahe kar Kabhi kud ko panke se latka kar Kabhi uuchi emmaraath pe jaa kar neeche kud kar Kabhi haatho ko chakku k nok par rak kar Kabhi Khamosh se chal rahi raasto par.. Naa jaane kithni baar zindagi ko khatam kiya... Ehsaas jab apno ki hothi hai... Aage baade hoe kadam aapne aap peeche ki aur keecha chala jatha hai... Kyu nahi hai sukuun... Kyu har pal dard ka ehsaas hua Kartha hai... Kyu aakhe baand kar k bhi maan shaanth nahi hotha... Kyu dard dil meh hotha hai par deemaag pe nahi.. Thak sa gaya hu... Sohna chahatha hu gherayion meh... Jab zinda hothe hai tho kud ki galthiya nazar aathe hai... Aur jab saasse saath chod dethi hai tho logo ko ehsaas hotha hai ki unhone kithna bura kiya ki zindagi ko alvida khe diya....                                                             Shiny